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[mypaper_xheartx]

GOD IS LIKE SHITTING ON MY LIFE!I'm begining to think he doesn't fucking exist. He keeps putting my family through so much shit. ARE YOU TESTING ME?!?! SEEING HOW MUCH I CAN HANDLE TIL I BREAK

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[fallen_angel89]

aww sweetie i am soo sorry...
i hope things turn out better

[mypaper_xheartx]

=( ILY courtz.

♥

[cruzangirlco04]

awww. ::tear::

I'm sorry about your brother, and your mom. I hope it's not cancer. and i'm praying for you guys.

Maybe He doesn't exist. But that's what faith is about...believing when the whole world seems to falling apart.

[mypaper_xheartx]

Thank you so much. You don't even know how much that means to me.

I'm trying to believe, it just feels like it's impossible. I'm working on having faith that things will be okay though. I'm wishing that it's not cancer, and I'm working on the whole, having faith that it's gonna be okay...

ILY.

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Heather Christine

[unimportant1]

you don't know me but i read your post somehow and i just wanted to say that i am praying for you and your family. God works in mysterious ways and will not give us more than we can handle. keep the faith and pray... it helps. sorry and good luck.

she'll be ok; she will.

[mypaper_xheartx]

Thank you. Really. It's nice to know that people out there are genuinely compassionate. That means alot to me at a time like this...

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Heather Christine

[_fireatwill_]

aw kid, i'm soo sorry, i hope it isn't cancer.

and about god, i'm not sure either, but i do believe in something, everyone needs something, nomatter what it is, it gets me through the day.

So ahh, i hope everything gets better, and i'm here for ya.

Jeff

[mypaper_xheartx]

Thanks so much sweetheart.

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Heather Christine

[bowtosatan666]

wow....dont worry...god doesnt shit on ppl..its not god..its fate and everything happens for a reason..your brother will be fine and as for your mother..cancer is serious..i dont believe in god but i do believe in what he can do..ill pray for ya..and if the burden of this news is to great to bear..im always around..and it does have me concerned because your little bro is cool as shit for a kid lol and your moms nice..

Everything will be alright..

[mypaper_xheartx]

Thanks a bunch man. It's just one of those things where I want to hole up and cut myself off for a night and just cry. And let it all out. I'm scared. I know that its likely that my mom might not even HAVE cancer. But the fact that she has to get tested. That the enlarged nodules are even there...it scares me. I don't know how to handle that fear other than freaking out.

My brother is gonna be okay. I mean, it's a disease thing. And he's just scared. He's 13 and didn't know what it was, and he has to go to therapy for it and take meds for it so his bones don't brittle. But I love him and I swear he's the strongest kid I know.

thanks tom.

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Heather Christine

[bowtosatan666]

thats what im here for..and i can relate to the freakin out by not knowin how to handle the fear..you and your family dont deserve this ill news..but good shall prevail..my <3 goes out to your family..

p.s. im glad i can help.. :)

[crossing_life]

I really, really hope she doesnt have it...

<3