stepping out of the comfort zone really isnt a nice thing to feel.
my heart raced.
beating like a drum.
everything seemed to whiz by.
what grounded me was the constant beat of the metronome,
it made me realise this was real.

i guess everyones first time is like that.
i felt awkward. i felt like a sore thumb.
to be honest. i was and am scared. ive never ( Read more... )

only 7 idiots can make me laugh till i cry.
and cry till i laugh.

and i wish for my stomach to be gone in Jesus' name.
if only it took mere faith.
but then we all know faith without work is dead.

HAI

today was a good day ( Read more... )

ok just a bit of random before i go and pray then turn in ( Read more... )

its been great ( Read more... )

everytime exams come
i feel a little sluggier
i feel a little oily-er
i feel a little more restless
and my pants feel a little tighter.

hahaha i cannot help it.
exams make my mouth itchy.
im just staring at the peanut butter.

ah heck it.
my waistline can wait.
i've got an A to catch.

cause you know that baby i,

i'm your biggest fan
i'll follow you until you love me
papa, paparazzi
baby theres no other superstar
you know that i'll be
your papa, paparazzi

promise i'll be kind
but i wont stop until that boy is mine
baby you'll be famous
chase you down until you love me
your papa, paparazzi.

HAHA. i cant believe i just posted

dreams are important
its essential to living.
a driving force.
with dreams come hope.

to crush it is too cruel.
to take it away, is just beyond my comprehension.

ive made decision to never ever tell someone they cannot do it.
have you?

i should start a project, 'can do'.

to say that im proud of des is an understatement.
i bet xiao meimeis must be 'wo-de-tian-ing' right about now.

seeing him on stage, how far hes come
no one would expect him to be that boy who used to come in baggy ripcurl and weird berms.
who thought the world of ryan cabrera and the fray.

all i can say is that im glad i was part of the making of ( Read more... )

i know my problem.
i dont let in people that easily. 
i dont know if thats a good or bad thing.

but those who are, this is for you. you know who you are.
i love all of you. 
i'm glad that whoever is here, is here. 
i love how we can talk pure nonsense for hours on end.
i love how we know each others weaknesses.
i love how we know each others strengths. 
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