i hate when people call life-after-college (or high school) "the real world ( Read more... )

and i quote kate sullivan, because not much else needs to be said:

i am so far behind in everything in my life. work, school work, social life. gahhhh. gotta keep up.

The time has come for colds and overcoats. We're quiet on the ride ( Read more... )

so i'm pretty miserable. i never have time to do anything or see anyone because i am so busy working 2 jobs/going to school. ...i always feel pathetic complaining because i dont even HAVE to work, i choose to. i pay my utility bills and thats it. so yes i realize i'm spoiled but i also work my ass off and now i'm miserable all the time. the problem ( Read more... )

rick is getting me a big wall map for my birthday. :) this is how i know i'm a dork.

i will make an update when not working 60 hrs a week. promiseee :)

i dont know why i bother drinking anymore. i should just stick to getting buzzed and not actually drunk. drunk isn't working for me anymore. last night i slept for maybee one hour, because i had the spins so bad. then i had to go to class at 830, and now im going to waste my day napping/trying to make myself feel like a normal person. dont get me ( Read more... )

i'm beginning to hate clothes. and it's probably bad that i like to walk around my apt naked, with the neighborhood i live in, and my laziness about closing shades.

i am still alive. expect an entry when my internet wants to work.

i miss my boyfriend. my eyes are ready to fall out of my head. i still have half a final to finish, but cant get up the motivation since everyone else is done with school. tomorrow i have to wake up, drop off final, go to dentist, come back, possibly work at 2, if not, then 6-10. 12-930 saturday ahhhh. i just want a day to relax. sunday i'm taking ( Read more... )