Comments | myphoenixtears: *slaps forehead* DUH

myphoenixtears

slaps forehead DUH

Jul 29, 2004 09:29

I'm not confused; I'm scared. Sometimes I forget that I'm the biggest weenie on Earth because I'm too busy pretending not to be. I hate letting people see me when I'm weak. I've only cried at school once ever and it was because I just got broken up with for no reason. I only cry in my room, alone. I won't even let my family know that I'm upset. I ( Read more... )

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anonymous July 29 2004, 09:53:54 UTC

hey im also scared of getting close to people but not because of commitment, but of being hurt, please if you need to talk to me, do, and not just in this journal. i will always be here for you if you ever need me, to cry on my shoulder or what not. please let me know what is going on. and i hope you dont change your mind.

myphoenixtears July 29 2004, 12:17:59 UTC

Thanks.
Well I'm scared of both getting hurt AND commitment. And idk if you didn't catch this or something, but I would probably never cry on anyone's shoulder. I'd lock myself in the bathroom or something. But thanks. I'll keep it in mind.

anonymous July 29 2004, 15:06:38 UTC

well i would NEVER hurt you so you dont have to be scared, but i do understand what you mean.

Some (probably unwanted) advice... grumpmcgump July 29 2004, 10:09:11 UTC

Crying in front of people does not make you weak, I personally think it makes you brave to show people that you have emotion, and that you hurt, because sometimes one of the hardest and scariest things to do, for me anyway, can be to show others that you are hurt. What does make a person weak, however, is not to face those problems that hurt. Please, don't ever feel that I or anyone else who is really your friend would think you were weak for crying, because I know I won't, and I doubt anyone else with any compassion will either. Oh, and you aren't the biggest weenie on Earth: you were forgetting about me... =) I'll see you at practice, bub.

Re: Some (probably unwanted) advice... myphoenixtears July 29 2004, 12:15:29 UTC

Yeah, you're right. You probably are a bigger weenie than me. :P
Thanks for the advice.

Re: Some (probably unwanted) advice... myphoenixtears July 29 2004, 12:19:21 UTC

And it wasn't altogether unwanted. :)

Re: Some (probably unwanted) advice... grumpmcgump July 29 2004, 12:35:39 UTC

No problem. Is it cool if we tie for biggest weenie or something? I don't think I really want that title, now that I think about it.

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shelle610 July 29 2004, 18:55:08 UTC

you know i'm here to talk if you need me!

myphoenixtears July 30 2004, 09:19:57 UTC

Thanks, Shelle. We should do something one day. We can both drive now so there's really no excuse, right?

shelle610 July 30 2004, 11:17:44 UTC

just say when! haha yeah no excuses this time!