im in malibu shooting on the water with a wreath of fresh daisys in my hair, im happy ( Read more... )

this is the best part of my day ( Read more... )

I can't even begin to describe the last 3 or 4 weeks. since yesterday im back working for the asylum, another shit film that pays my bills. it doesn't feel like a long enough break. the days off in between gigs included christmas, sharony coming to stay, new years, 2 trips to redlands and so much debachuary I can't even put it all in words. I love ( Read more... )

Dear 2008 ( Read more... )

I've felt my heart swell up more this week than I have in a long time. this was the hardest 2 weeks of work I've ever had, but its over and im 21 and just wrapped my 14th feature film. I worked so, so hard. I woke up at 4am. I dealt with bullshit all day. I stood in the cold, the rain, the sleet, the snow. I climbed mountains and crossed rivers. I ( Read more... )

I never make new years resolutions but this year I'm going to.

- number one, be happy in my job.
- record the songs finally
- start up phoebe & frank by march
- lose lots & lots of lbs
- finish bartending school

i type this to the person who doesn't know how to savor a word if it would save their life. please, my dear, try and at least pretend ( Read more... )

the past 2 days I've climbed mountains and watched the most beautiful sunsets I've ever seen.

im back in my element.
god, I've missed film so much.
its nice to be around people with my same work ethic again.

arizona last weekend was insane ! a good insane. but kinda too insane.

so im back, to the velvet underground
back to the floor, that i love
to a room with some lace and paper flowers
back to the gypsy that i was

I pour out onto the floor, like liquid white from fallen glass, nothing to cry over. my skin went sour long ago, it knew it had no place left to go.

it was my best friends birthday yesterday, I love you always teenie. tiny babies are always gon be tiny.

in other news, what the fuck am I doing ??

today was a beautiful day in our history, and as a woman, I am proud & honored to have been a part of it.
congratulations to the man who has been the first to inspire our country in many years.