Not sure where this entry will go so just bare with me for a minute, My look on life has always been a positive one even though around me all I ever seem to see is fucked up things. I hate confrontation but love solutions, might seem like thats an oxymoron since how does anything get resolved with out confronting the problem in the first place. ( Read more... )

OK I have noticed that when I masturbate I can cum pretty fast and also get hard faster after I cum. But when I am having sex its like a damn marathon before I orgasm. And once I do its like "im done, put a fork in me"

Maybe the answer is masturbate when you just want to get off real quick while have sex when your are willing to put the time in.

Last night I was able to talk to missinara on the phone and it was liberating. I have always felt a certain way about stuff but didnt really know if anyone else felt the same way I did. Its good to know I have a friend that I can be open with a share a lot of different aspects of my life with. We are all on the same journey to be happy, some of us ( Read more... )

This year will be full of boredom. I dont really have a date for the biggest party night of the year, and no im not begging unless anyone who reads this is into that then yes im begging. Pleeeeease. just joking, im actually happy not having a date, dont know why ( Read more... )

I am confused ( Read more... )

Oh Boy!!!

Had a whopper of a dream, wont get into detail because of the nature of the dream. But yeah I am spent lol. It also involved people I am close to so that's another reason I cant divulge the contents of the dream.

I feel like friends are awesome, because they are suppose to be the ones to tell you what the fuck is up straight up. I always try to be ohnest with all my friends and treat them with the same respect and love they treat me. All my friends will be treated the same, because there is no reason for me to put them in different classes. Now yes all my ( Read more... )

Time seems to stand still with me, like for a moment I cant even breathe. As it is 1984 and I am 5 years old. Its 4 in the morning and all I want to do is watch t.v., my mom and dad are asleep so I think. I hear a disturbance in the bedroom so I quickly run to under the dining room table praying that its no my dad ( Read more... )

Can Anger consume a man or woman, or just make them stronger ( Read more... )

Can you masturbate too much? Lately I havnt really been in the mood for sex so been doing a lot hand stimulation so to speak. I do at least once a day and then even sometimes 2 or 3 times a day. The other day I had this magical jerk off session which was very intense, and when I jerk off I jerk off lol ( Read more... )