You know I'll die to keep this alive.
Because if this ever dies, I fucking die.
Life and death for me.

so today was good ( Read more... )

so everything has been really good lately. except last night i found out one of my good friends that i've been friends with for about 9 years was in a car accident last night. the doctors said they'd be suprised if he lived through the night. i was ok but it actually hit me today that i probaly won't ever see him again. i'm pretty upset about it ( Read more... )

i've never felt this way before

so today was better. i was in a way better mood (really odd for it being monday). work was really easy. i didn't have to deal with any asshole customers. i got home at two erin came over around 3. we watched sabrina the tenage witch and some shitty dance show which was terrbile but we had trouble turning it off ( Read more... )

awake yet again

today was pretty lame. my family left for mexico yesterday. i was supposed to go, but decided not to. why? i don't know. i should have gone. now i'm going to be spending thanksgiving alone eating a drawing of a turkey because i don't know how to cook nor do i eat meat. yesterday was cool i got to hang out with my mom and sister for a couple hours. ( Read more... )

why the fuck do i keep waking up every night??????

new aim-
burytheknifedeep

last night my bed was cold and empty. it wasn't fun.