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[mypseudonym]

Onreironaut FervorWhen you're alone in your room, where do you keep your feelings? Are they under your pillow? Do you tuck them in the back of your drawer when you go out? Can you fit them under your mattress? Have you ever forgotten about them or lost them

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[namtab]

it's weird but this phenomenon is so real. I've never felt comfortable in my room here in Vancouver, and my best theory is that it's the third story, way too high up in the sky. I can't feel the ground beneath me and I can't even imagine it.
I painted the walls bright purple, blue and green, I've cleaned, rearranged, and vacuumed. but I don't think this room is for me? Is there a way to overcome that or is it just inherent in the room? It should be amazing, it's an attic sanctuary. it just doesn't console me.

I enjoyed reading your thoughtful meanderings.

p.s. I had a dream it was fall, I was moving back to Oly, and I walked right into N208! And there were other people living there! I was so shocked and embarrassed. (they were playing super smash brothers though :D)

How is Beefy?

[mypseudonym]

I don't know if it can be fixed. I'm sure that there are rooms that everyone will inevitably not fit in. It isn't your fault though. I bet it's something about gravity.

Beefy is doing alright. Her arm stopped growing fur a while ago (???) but she seems to be happy and fine. We went on a nice night walk to safeway last night and she fell off of me when she tried to climb down the front of my jacket, but I think she's ok.

Also, I've been waiting to have that dream. For whatever reason, that exact dream reminds me of something my subconscious would deliver me.