so, this journal died cuz the parents in common-law read it!! read it!! i was so ashamed for a while. but they came to visit and they are odd people. very much in love and couply after 20 yrs of marriage, and they invited us to go on vacation with them. double dating~ eeek!!! but they rock so why not? anyway, some bondage jokes were cracked at ( Read more... )

been a while since i've done that. my entire cunt is numb from intense vibration. i cna't feel a thing, except my clit is twitching and sensitized through the sense of numbness that goes to the bone. my ass is numb from sitting in this chair with my feet up, and i've hurt my forearm somehow :) i love making a mess in this chair. i tried to mess ( Read more... )

i fell down ( Read more... )

period. and light. still exhausting tho. why is it that i feel i am constantly begging for sex? i know he likes begging~ but is it possible that my drive (or lack of hobbies) exceeds his? is it possible to be jealous of masturbation? "don't playfully handle my cock, i'm sore from masturbating all day while you were at work." "what? no. i'm ( Read more... )

http://www.steel-door.com/Sub_Space.html
pretty well true. most of what she says about me at any rate is pretty well true. a little imperialistic; a little spiritualistic. but a decent explanation of feeling and desire.

i've learned some things :)
Age play
where one person pretends to be a child, and another takes on the role of adult. i didn't know that, and i secretly play child all the time.
verbal abuse for some reason i thought this only meant mean things "slut bitch whore, and the one i hate intensly...pig" well, it doesn't. it means talking. lying ( Read more... )

been thinking about poly again. some interesting thoughts, revelations and even a fantasy or two. something awful has happened. i drove 1500 miles by myself. part of that time i was hollering in pain from my ass, heel, knee. etc being in the same position for too long. today my foot was sore. i went into the lunchroom with some girls, and ( Read more... )

Take the quiz: "What Is Your Kink?"

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sex is weird ( Read more... )

i been giving really good head lately, and lots of it. its great, and fun and all...and two times ago i got to combine my most powerful vibrator with my boy and i came so hard i actually screamed. i forgot where i was, i thrashed, i'm told. i hope i didn't make him...jealous? oh you know, like inadequate is the word i'm tiptoeing around. after ( Read more... )