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[myrmedon]

So it's time for me to share my regrets and nostalgia, now that I only have a few months left of high school. This is a superfluous and unneccessary, but then again, everything about Livejournal is superfluous and unneccessary

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[topsy_kitten]

the "doing too much" regret sounds incredibly familiar. i also did that, especially this/last year, to keep myself from feeling alone... so that i wouldn't have time to think about the fact that i was. and now i feel like i wasted so much time trying to force myself to ignore being lonely, and trying to ignore the fact that my life was basically go to school, go to work, and sit in front of my computer, instead of fixing the problem, and now i'm realizing there's so many things i could have done and so much time i could have spent with my friends that i just... kind of lost.... 's like i ruined my chance to be a kid.

[myrmedon]

yeah, exactly. But college is still a chance to be a kid, so we're good.

cheer up emo kid, lifes ok, its a beautiful day! hee hee ;)

[thephoeblerelf]

"FOOORGET REEEGRET! OR LIIIIFE IS YOURS TO MISS!!!" If you have seen Rent, you would have known what I was talking about. No, but seriously. It is not too late. You are a second semester senior, who just got into a genius college, so if you basically just pass your classes, you are home free, so basically...Ditch a class! Seriously! Sleep through zero period or come late holding a starbucks coffee, and look surly! Go mudlsiding! Honk your horn when you feel like it! Take me to see "Snakes on a Plane!" (hahaha) Eat dougnuts! Have a boys night and watch that burger movie you liked! Lets go bowling! Hey, proms coming up, neat! Put a dumb sticker on your graduation cap and shake it around! Dont. do. a. homework. assignment. TRY IT! ITLL FEEL GOOOOOOOD! Spike your hair for a day, or mohawk it! Lets ditch PE for just a day, and go to mojos! Put on too much cologne and then deny wearing any! Play the electric guitar! Yell n' scream

Re: cheer up emo kid, lifes ok, its a beautiful day! hee hee ;)

[myrmedon]

hahahaha I don't regret Jazz choir, I just regret the volume of stuff I've done and am doing. Maybe just bc Spring State is stressing me out. I don't know. I love you. and I have an essay to write too. I love you I love you I love you!!!!

[myrmedon]

thanks, Richie; that means a lot to me. I've really enjoyed the time we have spent together in high school; we should see more of eachother before we part company to go to college.

[myrmedon]

ego sum stoked.

[ascentofpheen]

i can definitely relate to the first one, but your reasons sounds better than mine. i immersed myself into too many activities to get into college, not to feel less alone. i guess it paid off, but at what cost?

[myrmedon]

I regret everything I've done just to get into college.

[xreelxlovex]

if it's any consolation and I'm one of those people you wished you had formed a closer friendship with I'd like you to know that I wish we had become closer as well and I'd still like to try... so if you're ever free and can't think of anyone else to hang out with (which I'm sure is rare now that you have Phoebs to occupy your time) please give me a call... and once we leave for college you better give me your e-mail address and I'll do my dammedest to stay in touch! :)

[myrmedon]

Yeah, we should really hang out more often, perhaps when the madness of choir and AP's abate.