don't stray.
My name is Paige. I hate spiders. I don't like school, but i like to go their to socialize, otherwise i'd be long gone. Lately school has been really lame and i hate everyone there. Reading is fun only when the book is interesting. I believe there's too much drama in the world. I believe everyone needs to calm the fuck down. I don't like poeple touching my neck, and I'm not a very good listener. I don't remember things well. I barely remember anything before i was 9. i'm depressed. i think this world sucks 90% of the time. there are only four, maybe five, worthwhile people in my life. I love to chew gum even though it fucks with my jaw. i don't like people yelling in my ear. I have a ringing in my ears. i love going to concerts. i think beer tastes like shit. margaritas are good. drugs are lame and if you do them i think you are lame too. smoking.. yea, go die. i love being alone. i love my computer. i want to be thinner. i think my legs are ugly as hell. my skin is weird. i love my eyes. i've become very vain this year and i know i have. i want people to stop talking behind my back, then maybe i'll stop talking behind yours. i'm not out to get anyone. the world is out to get me. i subconsciously type things i don't mean. i love music. music is my life. i could listen to cds for hours and hours. i wish i could play guitar and bass. i think females are underrated. i think people who choose to be gay or bi are cool. i don't hate. i'm not racist, but racist jokes are funny. i love photography and art. photo booths are the best. i'm a virgin. i wish i could find a skirt that would look good on me. i don't like sex, or the idea of it. i like to hold hands and kiss and hug. everyone who lost their virginity this young is stupid. i love card games. the future frightens me. i don't like not knowing what's out there. i don't like the idea of death. pirates are cool. ninjas are cool too, now that you mention it. converse shoes are the shit. i love chicken caesar salads. salads in general are amazing. i love sitting in starbucks watching people and drinking coffee..
i hate love. it's a vile thing and i've lost all the love i've ever held within me. i think everyone should stop liking me. i can't give everyone what they want. i've had only one true love in my life and he probably doesn't even know it. i don't feel anymore. i've never really been 'in love.' the fact that i can't return the love that people feel for me makes me nauseated. i want to love, but i can't.
i hate myself and everything that i'm associated with.
the end.
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