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[mys_undoing]

Something happened that confuses me. It makes me a bit happy and a lot more sad. My heart at one moment had burst and bled and it felt wonderfully terrible. I hated it. I hate this person for being so different and interesting and amazing. I don't know what to do with myself when I'm around him...he makes my chest hurt, or maybe that's just me

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[magnum_opera]

Yundu's got a crush!

Go for it, missy. Do what feels natural, or maybe something else. Don't hate the fact that he's different and interesting and amazing because you are too and most of the time awesome people are attracted to other awesome people. And if you get that whole 'heart asplode' thing, it's generally good. Either that or it's some kind of warning sign that he's a serial rapist or something, but let's be optimistic here.

Seriously though, I'm babbling. Go for the prize.

[mys_undoing]

!! only...not. I don't know. I don't think I'm ready for anything...maybe in another 5 years. No seriously.

And besides, I'm practically MARRIED to my piano so I wouldn't have time for anyone or anything else. 'Tis sad :(.

[magnum_opera]

I guess waiting is best then - hold off until you feel ready or until you have more free time. But keep an open mind, eh? Hopefully things are going okay with you right now.

[zzsnoring_aznzz]

never read this post. so who's this guy?

honestly tho, i'm kinda jealous

[mys_undoing]

just ignore this post. it's something that's over and done with. I suppose I was just "caught up in the moment", as embarrasing as it sounds.

To be honest, I'm not really interested in guys in general. I don't know why that is...and I'm pretty sure I'm not gay. I think I'm just going to be single for quite a while (can't have any distractions during college, anyway).

[zzsnoring_aznzz]

yeah well i wouldn't be a 'boyfriend' if i did move up there. i know what it's like and it's too much trouble to think about and worry about a girl