when she called my sneakers, tennis shoes
i knew she was from the west coast
or the "best coast," like she'd say;
and i had to agree.

im starting to think im going to be short some cash in may... like $300 bucks short. therefore, as of today i begin the cut-back stage: meaning i cant buy anything over 20 bucks unless its in relation to the trip ( Read more... )

We may never get to see
everything we could be. -The Sophomore Year

im sitting next to my bestfriend right now...

i can only trust him and no one else.

is it bad that I Miss You?

im so not happy right now, but theres always tomorrow

because i refuse to die and be a statistic.

ps to everyone thats been rollin this controversy about the current tragedys, SHUT THE FUCK UP. stop being disrespectful!

"And at the end of your low, you pin my shoulders against the mattress
Arching your frame with your stomach pushed outward
Your head titling back with your mouth partially open
The sounds slur and elevate slowly in volume
When you wake up with your family gathered around
Remember that our love was true
And I will not allow you to destroy yourself."

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amandas coming over soon to watch "waiting." and im actually GETTING 160 back on my federal taxes... all is well.

yesterday the front of my phone cracked, but i have insurance so there sending me a brand new one... the problem is i have to pay a $100 deductible after the 8 dollars i already pay on the insurance every month. also i owe $160 on my federal taxes... money money money. for every good that happens, another bad thing happens.

Where did you come from?

Where have you been?

I don't know that much about you... but I don't think that I want to anymore.

good news :  you wont be seeing me anymore.

If I woke up alone
I won't stop till I find you and you are here (with me.)

'Cause by now I know you better then you know yourself and I know what you really need.

What you need, or I need...

but either way this where you should be: here with me.

...yeah but Sweetheart, theirs just one problem, my heart is still begging for only you.

I'M HERE LAYING IN YOUR BED BABE
REMEMBER WHAT YOU SAID TO ME?
YOU CAN BE MY JAMES DEAN
I'LL BE YOUR SWEET QUEEN:

I SAID THAT YOU WERE MY FIRST
BUT YOU WEREN'T EVEN CLOSE NOW
LIKE A FRAME IN A MOVIE
YOUR JUST ONE OF MANY