cancel the whole thing about may 14th at the dwelling place. apparently, it's worship night, not open mic. wes and i won't be doing a set there for a while i guess.

sorry.

i woke up today in a very peaceful mindset. my father tried to ruin it for me, but my sanctuary was impenetrable. it was my heart, my mind, my soul. all were at rest. i was happy.

....

i have noticed between us an overwhelming sense of peace. it is not persistent, necessarily, yet it is obvious for the majority of the time we are in contact. i have noticed this peace and i have noticed it transforming itself into love once again; a love that perhaps was still there yet neither one of us truly was ready to see. thers is a good ( Read more... )

though the tears are still so fresh
and the memories have only just begun
to fade
still i persist
could i make this any worse?
could i survive on less than what i had?
why put myself through this?

the silence only whispers of you
this aching quiet
will quiet me no more
and though i long
for one more embrace
i fear
i fear you more than anything in

6 months. six full months starting this very day until october 26th.

please, wish me luck. i foresee that i may need it in the coming weeks.

God will give me strength.

Your Heritage: i think maybe french canadian? but i don't know ( Read more... )

( in grace again... )

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there.

i wish that i could tell if that made me feel better or not.

...and unlike in your case, i can't be like that to anyone right now.

but how dearly do i want to be...

God, please give me strength.