i want to find someone who is patient enough to understand me w/ very little judgement

alicia's story: In March 2005, Alicia Parlette, a Chronicle copy editor, learned she has a rare form of cancer spreading from a tumor in her right hip. As she continues treatment with the drug interferon, she wrestles with the side effects of a powerful new painkiller. i have been reading her story for over a year and believe that she is much ( Read more... )

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||||| 80% Stability |||||||||||||||||| 73% Orderliness |||||| 30% Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 70% Interdependence |||||||||||| 43% Intellectual |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Artistic |||||||||||| 50% Religious |||||||||| 36% ( Read more... )

without a real home, i feel even more lost. i have no clue where i have been the last 5+ years, where i am now, and where i'm heading. although i'm well into my list of non-momumental goals for myself, i seem to be floating and getting closer and closer to the fears that i seem to be self-fulfilling. i've been running away and running on empty ( Read more... )

unless you think on your own and find the key on your own,
you'll never get it right no matter how long you take to get it

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the worst pair of opposites is boredom and terror. sometimes your life is a pendulum swing from one to the other. the sea is without a wrinkle. there is not a whisper of wind. the hours last forever. you are so bored you sink into a state of apathy close to a coma. then the sea becomes rough and your emotions are whipped into a frenzy. yet ( Read more... )

not sure how that this type of simplistic quiz works, but i'll post it anyway...

Your Hidden Talent
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alumni band day was a long day, but it was good to see a bunch of old faces and to play music again. even though i woke up at 5:45 and was on my feet a good portion of the day, i got home at 10 and wanted to go out and dance the night away. alas, most of my going out friends have retired. i need more going out friends and/or go out on dancing ( Read more... )