my brother is such an ass.
he stole $40 from me to buy weed.
and he's only 10

it's over ( Read more... )

ok so fuck all of this ( Read more... )

im so confused about what's going on with me and john ( Read more... )

never get involved with the cops
me and john were down at the elementary school parking lot drinking liquor from my dads liquor cabinet.
we saw the car and ran.
NEVER run from a cop
i'm supposed to be grounded for the next 2 weeks because the cop took us both home.
mom was so dissappointed
i feel so horrible
i'm crying.

So I like skipped school all day with john.
we stole these pills from the grocery store.
i'm getting used to this triple c/coricidin stuff
after a while you stop puking and start seeing all these things and its all purple and like whooo.
i fucked him
then i threw up all over him
i just like started to laugh
life is so hard

god things are so fucked up right now
brad broke up with me
right after i fucked him
everything is wrong

I HATE LIFE

shit shit shit shit shit
just got off the phone with brad
someone mentioned the lake to him
apparently i made out with john
what bullshit! i dont remember doing that

god if he dumps me
i mean
i don't know
what
ill
do

today during lunch i took pills
god i'm so fucking messed up right now
i'm never taking anything john gives me again
ever
fuck it
i dont think i love brad
and i dont think he loves me

brad's coming over in a little bit
i havent told him about the lake
i dont know what he'd do
whatever he would tho
it wouldnt be good
its better just not to say anything

i'm not good at keeping my mouth shut