i hate me lol
well today was pretty good for the most part i guess. after school, me, bob, fells and dan went to the mall. me and fells got our FDLS tickets and i bought a new hoodie. then we went back to my house and watched some good old television and laughed our asses off during Stealing Harvard lol. then we went to big boys where katie and others were being mean and calling me gothic, which was gay. then we went back to fellsmans house and watched school of rock, during of which i had to piss the entire time but didnt want to lose my seat on the couch so i didnt move. ended up being in a shitty mood after alyssa pretty much punched me in the eye and for some other gay reasons. after a while i like blew up on her a little, and im sorry lyssa. also got to hang with taylor, of whom i missed greatly and the lovely katie gamble tonight. after, went to bobs, watched some of Day After Tomorrow and he kept falling aslee, so like a half hour before the end he kicked me out...gay. so here i am, thats my friday night. i wish i wasnt so gay, im always pissed or depressed about something, and its dumb, im tired of it. tired of being the 5th wheel and being the serious one in the group who takes things seriously. im tired of being the one feeling left out all the time, even when im not really being left out. i cant stand feeling like this anymore..lj-cut>