So I've now decided to get my practitioner license in International Disaster nursing. It's exactly what I've wanted to use my nursing degree for without being stuck within the same 4 walls forever. The more I research it the more spot on it is for me. Who knows, maybe I'll join the Peace Corps one day!

Lauren moved to Thailand on Tuesday and I ( Read more... )

I've been working like crazy the past few weeks. I'm ready to get the pay off and take us on a little vacation.

We celebrated my birthday for a full 2 weeks. Dinners, presents, a Magic cake, a Magic game, a Portugal The Man show, and a new Super Nintendo later, I'd say it was my bet birthday yet. 26 is going to be a great year.

I've started two new ( Read more... )

Left work early tonight just so I could spend some time with Phillip. I work all weekend so I want to enjoy tonight. We went out last night and had a really good time. Felt super hung over today but it was worth it.

One of the doctors at work is giving me any tickets he's given this season for Magic games. I cannot wait. Mercedes lounge bound!

My ( Read more... )

I cannot believe you stole my elephant idea.
I had not thought that low of you until now.
I hope you see my face in it every time you look at your thigh.
Words cannot express the disappointment I feel.
You have sunk to a new low.

Cheers.

Work surprisingly seems to take the stress away from my life. Although I work in the most stressful floor in the hospital, I find myself in a weird calm when I'm there. Helps me clear my mind and focus on other people's lives over mine.

I worked last night and I work the next 5 nights. Good thing, cause I need a break from my thoughts.

I've lost ( Read more... )

Phillip and I got drunk tonight and talked for hours.
In fact, I am drunk as I type this right now.
And I'm listening to music that makes my heart sink.

I missed her a lot today.
I wore a hat she made me all day.
I have yet to pick up my blanket from the Baine's home because I am going to lose my mind.
I'm sad and my heart hurts.
Vodka seems to tame it ( Read more... )

My trip to Colombia was bittersweet. My heart aches and I can't make it stop. It feels like every little thing reminds me of her. I thought I'd felt loss before, but this is unimaginable. She was such a special person.

Fuck this hurts.

Phillip's dad had a heart attack on Saturday. When we got there it was like the world stopped. I've never seen ( Read more... )

my grandmother died this morning.

“In sorrow we must go, but not in despair. Behold! we are not bound for ever to the circles of the world, and beyond them is more than memory.”

Phillip and I have been together almost a year. Been pretty fucking fantastic. Even though we've hit a snag this month with him losing his job, I think it's made us grow closer. He is really an amazing and caring man. I feel so lucky that he is mine. I really love him. /endsappy

I'm officially working nights now which has been awesome. I get to ( Read more... )

Phillip lost his job.
I have picked up so many shifts, I don't know when my next day off will be. I'm exhausted.
Going into zombie mode.
Fuck.

Cheers?