it's been a super long time since i last wrote!!
BUT i'm almost officially graduated! Just a few more days and i'll be a college grad!! WOOT! yea!!

I think i'm going to go to australia.
Not right now
Not even in the next couple of months.
But i think by the end of this year...depending on when Carl gets back there.
I think i need to figure out if he's it.
And i think he might be.

I really hope that i don't laugh at this entry in the future.

I just have a good feeling about this.

GOt an email from Carl today...i was practically right, i knew the next message i would get would be around st. paddy's day. Only i didn't realize it would make me feel this way...nothing. And i can't believe that. Maybe i'm just in a mood today. Maybe i'm just pissed off at guys ( Read more... )

i think i purposely don't check my email so i can let it pile up and not feel lame when i don't have an emails. Or maybe it's to preserve my feelings. I know that eventually an email will be there but not right away, and i have to be patient...so instead of driving myself crazy i wait for forever only to check my email and have nothing meaningful ( Read more... )

I have this kind of hatred for Valentines day...I never used to be like that, but a year ago Craig dumped me and needless to say i became a little jadded ( Read more... )

Okay, so i am slightly sad right now ( Read more... )

it's ridiculously early and i'm at school.
i hate buying expensive books.

bleccccch

i can finally stop obsessing...carl wrote me a really sweet message that made me melt in my chair a little.

why the fuck is he across the country and not across the table?

i give up on my foreigners ( Read more... )

i am wasting away here...seriously...i'm listening to this awesome italian band, in my pajamas...whilst i am pirating wireless from the jewish school next to me ( Read more... )