california :-(

iraq :'(

... to one true love

Haven't updated in forever so I figured I'd do that. All kinds of shit has been going on. Just started work yesterday. I like it.. sorta. I think its just hard now because I dont know where anything goes. I was sorting the clearence shit which is absolutely useless because as soon as you put something back on a hanger and back on the rack, ( Read more... )

I'm sittin at my mom's school doing absolutely nothing. I've looked up some DC United shit, did some application shit, redid the colors. But I'm already getting tired of my journal. Not the actually thing, just the icon and the colors. I need something new to do. And the font bugs me too. All right, I'm done bitchin. I'm about to go look at the ( Read more... )

ASH! I REALLY DIDN'T MEAN TO SAY ( Read more... )

5 THINGS YOU ARE WEARING ( Read more... )

Bye Bye journal. I'm just gonna be sad and depressed and STUPID all by my lonesome. All these things do is cause trouble, right? I'm gonna go think about how shitty my life is and maybe watch some depressing movie and cry so then I can feel a little bit better about all this shit. Don't you ever just want to change? Like move away, so far away that ( Read more... )

-Last dream: None clue. No dreams lately ( Read more... )

I don't even know what to write. I dont know why I'm such a horrible fucking friend. I obviously can't be friends with Carlee because then I just forget about eveyone else. I know thats how I am. And the same goes with Scott. When I'm with him, its no one else. Everything was fine when I wasn't friends with Carlee and she wasn't friends with me. ( Read more... )

Last game was tonight. We got to the field and the turf was absolutely awesome. I couldn't have asked for a better last game. That is unless I asked for us to win. The last goal was a shit goal though. The girl got behind Liz and by that time there was nothing anybody could do. Most people played great. I was so proud. But you know me... I still ( Read more... )

I am really honestly trying to write my english paper but I can't be doin it when all I think about is Scott. I just don't understand. Why would he lie to me? Why would he ask her to be with him if "he doesn't want a relationship before he leaves"? He is such a fuckin prick. I seriously wish I could just say something to him about it. But I guess ( Read more... )