okay, i need to vent. sorry ( Read more... )

i look back upon the last three months and wonder if they've made me stronger, any wiser, smarter. it's impossible to describe with such accuracy...i think i've been somewhat of an emotional mess. it's so difficult to sort out all the thoughts. i've never doubted myself so much before. ever since this past summer, i feel constantly restless and ( Read more... )

i still like him. it never really went away. i really do miss him...i'm such a slave to my heart, and i hate it...

sometimes i just wish that i could be good at something. knowing that having some sort of talent, some forte, would make it a lot easier. why must i be stuck here?...

5 details about me ( Read more... )

hahahaha ( Read more... )

life is a beautiful struggle. i am constantly reminded...ever since the summer, i've been this giant emotional rollercoaster. its always a struggle for me. for some reason nothing ever seems to come easy. and for the most part, lately i've been doing much better as far as dealing with myself around others. i don't even really speak about anything ( Read more... )

tomorrow is the first day of classes. first day of my junior year. the second half of my university career. i wish i were more excited. perhaps if i werent in school for the entire summer, i wouldnt feel so cheated. but right now, i feel so unprepared. i tad unmotivated. i feel strange. i honestly dont know what to expect from the next two years. i ( Read more... )

GIJew29: so uh ( Read more... )

oy, that sucked. BIG TIME.