Adia

Oct 09, 2005 23:58

So...Yea, I have this old friend who...well it's extremely complicated, but I've always cared deeply for her, even when things weren't going well between us. In the final fight I tried to patch things up with her, but she told me that she didn't want to put in the time and energy into being my friend. Given, she was going through an awful time in ( Read more... )

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leothefox October 10 2005, 00:46:13 UTC
Poor Linda (too late, we all know you're a lesbo!) *hugz* as Aerosmith said, kiss your past goodbye or kiss your ass goodbye (and no, you can't do it by degrees, I've tried and getting into jeans isn't any easier).

*listens to "Patience"* So, when ya comin' back?

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gabeysf October 10 2005, 01:38:56 UTC
Big hugs for Linda.

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mystclemur October 10 2005, 12:03:55 UTC
Thanks, Gabey. Sounds like you need the hugs though, being so far away...'cept for that new friend of yours over there ;) Hope things are going well with ya.

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Final fights, raven_dust October 25 2005, 11:18:42 UTC
I suppose, theoretically, that it doesn’t have to be our last fight. (I think that may have come out wrong... hope you understand.) Then again if you want to take the above good advice you can. Still, I want you to know that I acted the way I did partly because I believed that at some point my all friends would leave me. I was applying a ridiculous belief to our friendship. Which I miss. I’m willing admit I’m sometimes an idiot. A stubborn idiot, in fact. I knew you where going through hell, even complete misery, and I’m sorry that you had to go through it without my support, even if it means that I’d do it like a retard. (A “Don’t worry the mouse was already dead”, kind of deal.) Anyway, I’m sorry, for more than what I just mentioned and sorry like I’ll step up and say it in the pubic and in front of your friends kinda way. You don’t have to do a single thing with this if you want, just feel better. I’ve always thought that I’m worth 50% of the blame. I feel horrible about the whole damn thing. I don’t think it’s all your fault. ( ... )

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Re: Final fights, mystclemur October 28 2005, 14:55:40 UTC
Well, sweet googely moogely. I didn't expect that. I'm sorry too, and I just woke up, so I'm not very articulate (*see "googely moogely" comment above), but yea, I'm sorry, I miss you, and um...that was surprising, that must have been pretty hard to do. So, I accept your apology, 'cuz I know what it is to 'tard it up when your an emotional wreck, and I offer my apology. And happy birthday one-day late.

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Re: Final fights, raven_dust October 29 2005, 16:56:05 UTC
Thanks for the birthday wishes. I appreciate it, and I accept your apology. It means a lot to me. (Plus I'm relived I didn't embarrass the hell out of my self,) I was happy to give mine. I don't know about you, but I think a phone call would be a great time to catch up on the past year and a half. 'Cept I have no idea how to get your # or give you mine with out having it be in a public forum.... Any ideas?

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Re: Final fights, mystclemur October 30 2005, 00:32:18 UTC
Well, I don't mind giving out my number here, 'cuz I know where these people sleep, except for Gabe. However, my schedule is really super screwed up because of work and school. Um, I guess the best times to call would be : Monday-after 9pm
Tuesday- after 7
Wednesday-after 9
Thursday-after 5
Friday and Saturday-after 2 (cuz this is when I sleep)
Sunday- either before 4 or after 9
Evergreen's not known for it's stable schedules.
(360)866-9583 (I have three roommates, so if I don't answer, they will)
(360)840-4262 is my cell, but don't worry about interrupting durring work or school, cuz my cell phone is always on silent and I don't get reception at work, I only get grief...and a somewhat nice paycheck, but mainly grief.
Um, I suppose if you get this tonight (Sat, midnight:30) you can call before 2 AM. I have some reading to do.

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