GO SWEDEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Update: God damn it.

Update: Sweden won, Finland hang your head in shame.

Oh, right. New journal.

Add me if you like: Diabolous

I bought the ticket last yesterday but it feels like it could've been forever ago. It's the same amount of time till I leave, or it might as well be. Then till now, now till then. I'll be in Cali again by the 28th, maybe a week or so later I'll be living there with girl in tow. It's just odd, I've never seen myself like this. Attached by the ( Read more... )

Light plans today.
Running through sites that need my attention
more planning for the end of this month
filling the time between now and then.

There was one thing that I ask for
that was promised
and broken.

Still.

There is a distant
destination of choice.
Twenty-seven days from now, away.

I can say, "I love you"
a million times in a day to her
and every time it's said
it'll mean as much as it did the first time.

It's been a long time since I've had so much trouble sleeping.
2 hours, I'm awake.
Half an hour, I'm awake.
Constant worry, a little paniced.
I know that everything will be alright in a few hours.
But that's more than forever away now.

"The ring is just breathtaking, not just physically. The way I feel when I put it on, how I know that it will always be there, how I know that the love and promise that it represents will never ever be broken. As soon as it was on my finger, I was calmed, this is forever ( Read more... )

...so shut the radio off again to hear the noiseless sounds of the unfilled evening outside. The windows come down to experience the subtle mists and cold air. Farther away, surrounded and around block after block of symmetrical grass, symmetrical lifestyles always being watered electronically at this time of night.

It's so sad ( Read more... )

I adore it when she demands all of my attention.

5 Months, 5 perfect months.