the voice

[mysterrockstar]

The smoke wafting throughout the dimly lit room, piano notes flutter by the ear as trumpet engulf the senses, candles flicker, the drums soft and tempo slow.  The older black gentleman, in the corner, hand, large, tapping the wood stained table in time with the snare, eyes shut, head looking towards the low cieling.  Smoke hangs heavy, a couple

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hello

[anonymous]

hey,
this is barbara ann. i just wanted to get to know you b/c i cant have you taking my Nicole away unless i know more about you. Well here is some useless info about me im 15 i am blonde but not mentally. I am about 5'2 (like you need to know that). Hmm i really cant think of any questions off the top of my head but anything you would like for me to know...i will welcome.
BA

Re: hello

[mysterrockstar]

Here I am, a bald hairy funny little creature. Some may call me a bald headed tree squekers, other just a wierdo. I am not much special although I know Neko will beg to differ. I am not a simple man, no, I think there is an air of complexity to me, but understandable. I am just discovering myself again. I quit smoking weed and cigs in January which was quite a challenge and now I hate people who smoke (only cause I can see they have a better life ahead of them if they quit). I am attending college, finally I am back there doing what I should of done after highschool but I am there learning. I have no clue what I want to do as far as a career but I feel that writing is calling my name. I am 25 and I live with my aunt, jsut cause I had to move out of the environment that I was in, it was not healthy for me. I met a wonderful woman Nicole and she has been a light in my life. She is everything that I wanted in my future wife and I see that she has a true and honest love toward me something that has never been in my life. I wake

thanks

[anonymous]

hello again,
I hope that you find what God has in store for you. There are many things that make me doubt love, like could it be that people make themselves believe that they are in love when it is truly just desire. I hope that you are different. Love takes time let it take all the time it needs,3 months to me just doesnt seem enough. Im not sorry if that was offensive, I just hope you understand my views. I hope it is a lasting thing not a fling. Well goodnight.
BA

Re: thanks

[mysterrockstar]

Many of my relationships in the past have started on the physical level, in fact they all have, but they have all failed. I have "loved" all my ex-girlfriends but on careful analysis it was lust, it was based off of a physical aspect that was not reinforced by something stronger. To me that was not love, there was nothing solid, nothing tangible to give substance to that "love" and those relationships just physical wants, if that failed then so did everything. I have never felt the way I do now, not in theleast bit. I have formed a bond with someone very special based upon the main foundation of what a healthy and successful relationship should be based on, communication. I have never had this, I have also never had someone that I could build a relationship like this. I know that although 3 months may seem a minuscule amount of time, in that period I have learned more and given more then I have in any previous relationship. I feel so comfortable with Nicole in fact that I have told her a secret that just 3 months ago was going

[lanakila_neko]

I LOVE YOU