School and Love and Life

[mystic_waves]

School is amazing this term. 7 hours of plant related laboratory work on Tuesdays. 3+ whatever on Thursdays. Bryology is so much fun. Independently guided exploration of mosses under the microscope. The folds their leaves make are incredible. I had no idea. And I've only seen four species. The way the curl and attach to the stem is so much more

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hooray for doing things out of character!

[living_dead_nun]

I am just giving you the *thumbs up*. Dont know what you did, dont really care( not trying to berude :oP) but I am glad you did something out of character.. It help builds character ( not saying you don not have one cause you have a strong one :oP).. and sometimes even answer questions you might have been asking ourselves.
( damn am I this cheesey in person?)

Re: hooray for doing things out of character!

[mystic_waves]

Yes you can be that cheesy in person! :P Thank, but you shouldn't quite congratulate me. One was acting on super sensitive self esteem in an incredibly girly way. Akin to the ancient "does this make me look fat?" question. You want them to say no so your self esteem goes up, but asking it only proves you were having issues with yourself. The other one...well...ended up being one of those what are the odds/it's a crazy small world kind of deal. That I think hurt my self esteem a tiny little bit in the end, if it is ended...which it may not be.

Yea don't congratulate me...I'm giving into my torn and low self image. Which is only low because that fucking thing with the fucking boy (or non-fucking boy I should say) which made it sky rocket at first. Oh the joys of resurfaced repressed emotions. Yes...I think some alcohol is in order for tonight...