Oh MY fucking GOD I LOVE rock climbing. Words cannot express this joy this feeling. The more I get into the more I love about it. The less I realize I know about it, the more I want to do it. People are starting to recognize me now. The more I go the more people I meet in the gym, the more potential climbing partners. I got some really useful ( Read more... )

I am fucking confused as shit right now. I am so lost. I am so found at the same time. I found myself. I think. I found a piece of myself that I thought I had lost anyways. I am confused on where I am going. I am fucking smart as fuck. I know this. I am stuck in science now. I know this. I am debating heavily throwing away everything I have been ( Read more... )

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Why do guys stop being my friend when they realize I'm not interested in fucking them? I liked hanging out with you, I enjoyed your conversation. I enjoyed sharing myself mentally and spiritually with you. I just don't find you physically attractive. I don't want to fuck you. You can still be my friend? No, you were just interested in sex. Ok fine ( Read more... )

The day I found out my sister was no longer alive ( Read more... )

This way? Sink. Swim. Think. Clear clutter, Julia. Clear clutter. Focus. Too distracted. Never been so fucking distracted in my life. Remember your goals. Sky rocket at them, you are so close. So close. And then. Maybe then. But not now. Finish your current task. Learn to live with it. Scraping clawing forcing will not make it happen. Just keep. ( Read more... )

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I don't think things through before I act. I make impulse decisions. I did it twice yesterday. The first lead to an incredible connection and bond with nature being strengthened. I let her pull me to the sea. Where she untangled my connection between X and her. I went to the falls, alone. I pushed through the fear of bending down to explore ( Read more... )

I joined OkCupid. I know so many people using that site, and consider them attractive people. And I know I'm not going to meet anyone I want to be with for the rest of my life or anything, but some attention would be nice. And I might find a rock climbing partner who is experienced on there. I feel really, really weird about using an online dating ( Read more... )

Sweet cat doing better, it seems anyways...for now. Oh and I didn't cause this with pot smoke. I was stupidly equating pot smoke to nicotine smoke. Nicotine is a constrictor of bronchial tubes, whereas THC is a dilator. It's from something else ( Read more... )