I a moment a clarity i sought. I have found.. i know the answer for this moment... for right now... confusion aside clarity in the forefront.... just dont forget thats all.

I dont like the old ways, i like the way he is, but yet still those times i desire that thing, doth is hurt to sit and hear the silence ring. I do it myself, i wake and continue, but how i do not know. The next its there to view, but when will the movie stop. who must stop it, im sure tis i but how and when and why and where and who and boo and ( Read more... )

..why do i read this stuff.. im sure your life would be easier if i didnt... when will it finally not affect me, or when will it just be ok... maybe if i figured out how to stop loving you... despite the time that passed and the minutes flown by... i feel like some where i just havent changed. The pain so fresh, the tears so wet, when will just ( Read more... )

YAY! I got a new lap top! RIP- the old one stolen by thieves 5 yrs old.
This one kicks ass compared to my last one... ie. 96 RAM to 1024 ram <--- HAHA... anyway its all pretty and im so glad to have computer of my own once again!

3.2ghz AMD 64 bit anthalon
1024 RAM
ATI
cd/dvd r-rw w/ dual layer cap.
wireless
80 HD
widescreen
so yummy!

Sari: >>>> USB LOW POWER SOURCE <<<<<<

Not to be wanting all the glory or anything.. but this whole country craze everyone is on humors me... shit come on tell me ppls how long have i been listening to country... altho knowing me and not liking trends for some reason i no longer feel like i can post lyrics.. cause then all of a sudden i am following someone... hahaha.. and all my fav. ( Read more... )

May Saturday, June 6, 2003 forever be held close to my heart. A memory to cherish. A day to not be forgotten. 2 years later life has changed, but may it be a memory of how i should be loved and never to settle.

I got a new KITTY! Her name is Sarah and we got her from a shelter... shes adorable and has really soft furr and she loves to cuddle... shes so sweet and she meows when she hears her name.

right now she is hiding at the edge of the bed and Mondovi is starring at her... she's wearing Tooci's old colar.

pics to come

R.I.P. Tooci-dnab
June 3, 2005

My baby boy! TOOCI... is hurt... i want my baby home with me... damn bastard who hit him... just left him there to try and crawl home ( Read more... )