So I pissed someone off... oh well
EdenAngel88: hello
senehts0med: Hello.
EdenAngel88: this is joe
senehts0med: Pomerleau, Noel, St. Clair, Dirt?
EdenAngel88: what?
senehts0med: Which Joe?
EdenAngel88: Joe from this system
senehts0med: Oh, wow, see, I totally forgot whose screen name this was, so I didn't know this was a Joe whose last name I don't have. Gotcha.
EdenAngel88: yeah... you?
senehts0med: I'm Joelle. Did you know that?
EdenAngel88: nope
EdenAngel88: but hey
senehts0med: I didn't realize you still had my screen name.
EdenAngel88: huh?
EdenAngel88: okay I'm confused, why wouldn't we have you user name I figure someone over here know you
senehts0med: I've talked to "you" like twice.
senehts0med: And I don't really remember much about you guys.
EdenAngel88: ah well I could tell you if you like
senehts0med: That would be nice.
EdenAngel88: well our core is called Angeliz
EdenAngel88: the body is in college, there is about 100 people over here, probably less
EdenAngel88: we've known (or should I say the core has known) for 3-4 years
EdenAngel88: about the MPD
senehts0med: Wow, that's really big. Do you know the cause?
EdenAngel88: well I guess a lot of abuse happened to the body and stuff so people kept spliting. now a lot of us have our own distinct personalities so integration is unlikely
senehts0med: Do you share memory?
EdenAngel88: what do you mean?
senehts0med: Do all of you have separate memories, or is there one memory all of you can access?
EdenAngel88: both
senehts0med: Hm. How's that?
EdenAngel88: we have our own memories but can access all the momories sometimes
senehts0med: Gotcha
EdenAngel88: so you a mutiple?
senehts0med: Nope, I'm a singleton. My boyfriend shares his body.
EdenAngel88: ah. that should sux. unless you get along with all of them
senehts0med: Eh, it does suck sometimes.
EdenAngel88: I would think it would. a mutiple life is not easy and singltons have trouble dealing with it
senehts0med: Do you lose a lot of time?
senehts0med: I would not have trouble dealing with it if the systems weren't fucked.
EdenAngel88: me personally yeah because i'm not out much
EdenAngel88: what do you mean?
senehts0med: I hate when people come out in the middle of a converastion I'm having with someone else or when someone is really nasty to me and I can't geta way from them without getting away from the others.
senehts0med: I mean, I shouldn't have to deal with people hurting me
senehts0med: So they should get their system worked out to that the person cannot come out for that sole purpose
EdenAngel88: ha! well thats easier said than done. its ovious you don't get it. look mpd= fucked up and controling other people from getting out it really hard. it takes a lot of work. years even
EdenAngel88: besides people that dont like you might never like you thats how it works
senehts0med: Well, I dislike dealing with hurt. I can deal with people sharing a body. I can't deal with people hurting me. Maybe they can get help then and not hurt people.
It has nothing to do with the person disliking me. It's that they like hurting people.
senehts0med: Inside their system, and outside.
EdenAngel88: well if you want them to get better they need psychological help and even that won't help sometimes
EdenAngel88: I mean i'm like that myself
senehts0med: They refuse to get psychological help, so I'll probably be through with all of them within months, unfortunately.
EdenAngel88: thats fine. if you can't handle it you should get out. you should try and explain (in a nice way) why your doing it though soi as to not fuck them up more
senehts0med: Yeah, I know.
So, how old're you?
EdenAngel88: 18
senehts0med: Cool
senehts0med: I'm 17
EdenAngel88: okay
EdenAngel88: so how long have you been with your boyfriend?
senehts0med: A year and 2 months
EdenAngel88: thats a while so it started when you where 15???
senehts0med: Eh? I was 16.
senehts0med: And I've been friends with them for almost 4 years
EdenAngel88: sorry somehow I saw 2 years and a month
EdenAngel88: so did they tell you from the begining or...
senehts0med: I found out about a year and a half into our friendship when we were arguing over something stupid and some girl came out and said "Don't blame me"
senehts0med: It went from there
EdenAngel88: so how did you handle it?
senehts0med: I figured it made sense, so I read a lot about mpd and got to know everyone in their system
EdenAngel88: so if you read a lot why do you still find normal stuff to them weird?
EdenAngel88: how many does the system have?
senehts0med: What do you mean, normal stuff to them weird? I don't think they're weird - I just think they're annoying and hurtful sometimes. And very very dependent.
28 or around there
EdenAngel88: annoying- thats nice
hurful is normal. you think getting MPD is a random thing?
dependant of course most are, ever wondered why?
EdenAngel88: 28 is a big amount. well I can't say just for psychologists it is
senehts0med: Hurtful is not normal. And no, I don't think that. The dependence is sickening. They're sucking the life outta me sometimes.
EdenAngel88: hurtful is normal in an MPD person, at least untill they're fixed
well you have to set limits, there won't be any to them
senehts0med: Don't you think that's insensitive?
EdenAngel88: whats insensitive?
senehts0med: That "hurtful is normal"
senehts0med: Why should it be normal? I'm totally nice to them
EdenAngel88: thats why they are hurtful to you
EdenAngel88: sometimes it's hard to acept people being nice to you and you want to push them away
EdenAngel88: also some peoeple inside the system might not like you helping the others soo..
EdenAngel88: you should read more about MPD, well if you want to keep in this, if not then go. tell them why and live your own life
senehts0med: Ha, sorry, I've read quite a lot about MPD. I'm not staying with this because they refuse to seek professional help.
senehts0med: Do kids get raped in your system? Just wondering. There's another multiple I know whose system is like that.
EdenAngel88: why are they refusing
EdenAngel88: of course they do. I'm one of the guys that does it
senehts0med: Becuse they look at it like paying someone to be their friend.
Are you being sarcastic?
EdenAngel88: thats odd. thier being morons
no i'm not
senehts0med: Why the fuck would you do that?
EdenAngel88: why wouldn't I? look i know other people think it's weird and wrong and all that but to me it's normal. thats how you treat a kid.
senehts0med: You're disgusting.
senehts0med signed off at 1:31:23 AM.