...im awaken from my sleep...it is currently 340. i am awake...why? it is also sunday...should i go see her? what if...this turns out to be a bust again? how would i react...how would SHE react...? is it even worth her time...is it worth mine? ...sigh...

wow, as a wise man once told me, "it wont be so bad, you'll find new groups im sure"...at the time i didnt believe it, but goin to riverside feels alot better than going to pitt...new faces, less nuisance of a million heads, and new crew to boot. thanks sean for all your words of wisdom over the years :D theyve helped, and im forever thankful... ( Read more... )

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sigh...schools starting yet again...this time i am without friends, without popularity, without "groups" and "clicks" and "crews"...all by my lonely in a lame ass school full of lame ass half asses...i guess thats what i am :

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wow, im so glad i have friends that i can TRUST and would never stab me in the back and lie and keep secrets from me! *sarcasm*

why the hell can i not let her go, why cant i just leave her behind as she did me, why cant i just be an asshole and stop being the nice guy that everyone says i am...maybe im sick of being the nice guy that gets crushed and fucked over every fucking time...maybe im just tired of being the one that tries to fix things...maybe im tired of being the ( Read more... )

so bored..so lonely...rescue me?!

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sigh..Best weekend of my life...but now im back to school and work...reality sux