So yay, i played for Shepard today and got into Band 2, COncert and marching...yay me! I was so nervous but i did fine, i pulled through and i played him some of my scales. *Sigh of relief* now comes what has been described to me as the "hard part". Ive got band camp in the summer and ive heard that the training can be particularly brutal. Sounds ( Read more... )

Well life certainly isnt as shitty right now as ive been getting used to it being. Im actually ein bisschen, dare i say it? happy! Jump back! I know, i know, but i have vowed to try to stop being a pessimistic byotch b/c ive been noticing lately that that seems to drive ppl away. I barely hang out with my old friends anymore, and whilst i love my ( Read more... )

i actually like these things probably more than jorge does...now thats saying alot...i jsut never have the time to fillem in. However,i am determined, and it seems short, so here goes ( Read more... )

hellllooooooooo all ( Read more... )

Hey all, srry i haven't updated in a while, but my computer has a trojan and wont let me update or see anybody else;s journal, im actually writing this from someone else's computer! so ya, today was my first day off crutches in a couple weeks and my ankle reaaaaaaaaaaaally hurts but at least this time i can handle the pain, it wasnt like the last ( Read more... )

so today has been the shittiest day possible. if i told anyone out there....and i will be telling daphne...but if i told anyone else just how much today sucked.....they wouldnt believe me. Um, during lunch toda...i mean yesterday, i fell down some stairs and "badly sprained" my ankle. THe doc said it would hurt as if i did break it. Now i have a ( Read more... )

Its kinda cool actually, i was just commenting on my own lj and i had this flashback of middle school, 6th grade, i was the only person who i knew so i was all alone. Being alone, truly and utterly alone, and aqward was actually kinda cool. If i didnt have some awesome friends now, i think i could totally be a loner. I mean think of the solitude! ( Read more... )

Hey all, wazzuuuuup. So ya, i should be doing my prescribed essay but im not. Im watching America's Next top Model. I have seen every season a bunch of times and i am now watching a repeat of the third season. O ya...Yaya's being a bitch and i am sooooo happy she doesnt win....ya, soooo.....im bored. So im gonna post some stuff here because i was ( Read more... )

Like wow, i am so impressed, everyone is updating. Well ill start my first update with a howdie doo? Im good-ish. My sis is getting married in 4 days. Im turning 17 in 2. Another birthday will come and go with no special anything and i dont really care. I dont think ive ever, not since i was like 10, had a birthday party. I mean every year theres ( Read more... )

Well, i have a lesion(is that how to spell it???) in one of my eyes. Its been there for like 6 years and they decide to tell me about it now? I may go blind in one eye someday...i probably will. Isnt that nice? And my mom goes on and on about what a horrible burden its been for her. Her! Cause she's gonna have to live with a blind eye? no, i will. ( Read more... )