Okay, I didn't say I wasn't your friend. I just needed to get shit done. BUT I'm sick of coming out looking like the bad guy, Mys. I'm so glad you make assumptions about me because I'm such a bitch who will dump you as a friend because I want another beta when you're not around. You blew this out of proportions. I didn't say any of that crap. I've been a saint, Mys. A saint. I've tried so hard to work around you not being around, but I need to get things. If it makes you feel horrible, I'm sorry. I just can't wait around any longer.
Would you chill!!!!! I never said you weren't my friend, I said you said I wasn't around enough. And the majority of my breakdown is over Pup and that shit. *rollseyes* If I thought you weren't my friend anymore I would have screamed it out and then set about deleting my entire existence from LJ. Which I didn't and I haven't and I have no intention of doing. But I can't keep shit in, it's what broke me to begin with and it was either get it out and cry through the whole thing or let it sit and break the little hold I have left. I figured ppl (you and my mom esp) would want me back to relatively sane sooner rather than later, so I could go back to getting my shit together for myself, the site, the comm, and the edits. Now, I'm gonna hug you whether you like it or not, and go back to pestering ppl about pimpage. *HUGS YOU TIGHT*
Okay I said I'd lost my best-friend, but that didn't mean you aren't my friend, just I've been relegated to the lower escillons... sorry. And sorry if that was out of proportion, but after that last e-mail it felt like it, I was trying to explain and stay cool and you basically said ya didn't need me anymore, 's how it came across. Still I didn't mean you weren't my friend, just felt like I got knocked down a peg or two. *angsty Mys is stupid sometimes*
That is so fucked up. That's not what I fucking said. I've been literally crying my eyes out for the past hour over this. I didn't say I didn't need you. I needed to get crap done and you weren't around.
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I never said you weren't my friend, I said you said I wasn't around enough. And the majority of my breakdown is over Pup and that shit.
*rollseyes* If I thought you weren't my friend anymore I would have screamed it out and then set about deleting my entire existence from LJ. Which I didn't and I haven't and I have no intention of doing.
But I can't keep shit in, it's what broke me to begin with and it was either get it out and cry through the whole thing or let it sit and break the little hold I have left.
I figured ppl (you and my mom esp) would want me back to relatively sane sooner rather than later, so I could go back to getting my shit together for myself, the site, the comm, and the edits.
Now, I'm gonna hug you whether you like it or not, and go back to pestering ppl about pimpage. *HUGS YOU TIGHT*
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And sorry if that was out of proportion, but after that last e-mail it felt like it, I was trying to explain and stay cool and you basically said ya didn't need me anymore, 's how it came across. Still I didn't mean you weren't my friend, just felt like I got knocked down a peg or two.
*angsty Mys is stupid sometimes*
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