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[mystifyurmind]

If this is just another relationship that is on the verge of no future... why can't i sleep. Why do i sweat myself to sleep at night at the thought of losing what made me happy day in and out, when i worked or when i did other things. Knowing someone understood me, knew more about me than anyone in this world... and to think my genetics, my level

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[silversehkmet]

It's not just 'genetics' and how attractive you perceive yourself to be.

[mystifyurmind]

it is how attractive you percieve me. And you did once percieve me as such. I don't see why it can't come back. I wonder if this would be different if we were closer in distance and saw each other more.

I'm sure it would be.

[silversehkmet]

I'm so close to you you're like family. You're the guy who's always there for me and I don't want to lose that friendship - you know how terrible it would be if I lost my best friend?

[mystifyurmind]

And i'm very close to you, your family, sophie, what goes on in your life, what your passions are and what your hates are.

Everything we have is so strong that it can overcome anything and everything. I want you to enjoy all of me and if it takes a little more time, so be it. You said you love me, and i know it is me you're talking about. The physical attraction does change and there's no reason it can't change back to how it was before.

I'm going to do everything on my end cause this feels like losing everything I ever wanted.

[heaterz0r]

oh no!!!! *hugs*