i should change my name to Why Bother. we live in a contradictory world

[mystik_twigg]

for real. i feel like i can never do anything right for anyone.  i happen to make a small mistake and i always do what my mom says. i put in an extra 110% to be sincere and usually i feel better about myself until i get stepped on rendering me feeling even smaller when i did when i made the mistake. i fuckin hate that... other times when im not

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[ducttapecape]

It'd be nice if we could all live in our own bubbles where we could only allow friends in our bubble, and keep out all the morons and retards.

I finally flipped out on a someone yesterday and was pretty much shaking with anger, so I may have an idea of what you're going through with all the idiots you're dealing with. It may have been the closest I've come to punching someone in the face when I flipped out. It honestly was not a good feeling, but it had been building up for so long, so it's probably best that it only turned into yelling.

I'm sure you'll think of a clever way to talk to your co-workers and from the sound of it they may make themselves look like idiots in the process.

[loislame84]

well this is just all the shitty stuff. You seemed to have forgotten to mention the great stuff like the awesome bday I tried to give you even though I was sick... the beautiful new house that we just moved in to... the potention promotion at work... all the free stuff our parents have been giving us and the free vacation in july! It's not all bad suga! =D I promise hehe. Maybe a pedicure will be in store for the weekend.

hey

[mystik_twigg]

hey sry baby. you gave me an excellent bday! chock full of prezzies and a sweet ass video game. it was a bad morning so i just needed a reason to write. im glad where we are living now. its more private and stable. i love you so much kewy <3

to you diddle

[mystik_twigg]

man i never saw u flip. im proud. theres so many times ive gotten ready to raise hell but i guess thats why i have no balls lol ...that i know of. co workers can be a pain in the ass. im cool with everyone but theres always those couple assholes who ruin things lol. i knew if i yelled though id throw in a few punches