I stare at her, and the words are just in my throat - "I never meant a thing to you, did I?" - but I can't get them to come out.  Too afraid of what the answer would be, if I could take the knowledge that the one thing I'd had that was close to a stable, healthy relationship had all been a lie on her end.
Instead I laugh bitterly and notice the way ( Read more... )

I should really, really be writing my midterm right now.

I NEED TO HAVE IT WRITTEN BY TOMORROW MORNING AND IT IS VERY NOT-WRITTEN RIGHT NOW. IT IS VERY NOT-EVEN-STARTED RIGHT NOW.

But I am so marvelously distracted by TWEWY (which I want to write for now, and half-formed plot bunnies are gnawing at my mind), and by very good fanfiction.
Also by ( Read more... )

You could break me in the darkness
Far from bliss and far from pain
I'd still go to you smiling
My heart still in your hands

You could love me like murder
Bitter and damp, blood and rain
But everything you do
Burns like fire in the cold

You could whisper empty promises
And shatter my entire being
You could leave me for dead
In the ( Read more... )

I told you I'd be posting bad poetry.

Written about 2 am, as part of the daily writing journal I keep - basically, I can write anything I want in there, so long as it's more than 100 words long, and is some form of fiction.
A lot of stuff I post will probably be from there.

( Cut to see if I can and because the poem is quite long... )

Another website for me to post my random thoughts on! Joy ( Read more... )