Honestly what am I to do...This is the most fucked up situation that I have been in to date. Ryan is married. He is seperated from his wife. He asked me today if I hated this situation that him and I are in right now. I said no I was not laying about it.(but I could have been) We have some sort of relationship going on now that will either end up ( Read more... )

well not has happened since that last post. I really don't remember what it said but I'm pretty sure that I'm ranting and raving about Eric and that hole situation that entiles. I'm actually really happy about everything in my life right now... I have a lot of great people in my life...

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!this is so retarted!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Eric thinks he is allmighty because he Daugther's MOther is here and i'm just the Baby mama...

1. I lost my job at TA( the hellhole of america ( Read more... )

Well in the past four months my life has been hectic ( Read more... )

AH... the dreams of working gurl.. I start taco bell tonight. Eric is on disablility form work for the next 3 weeks or so... he got nailed in his right shoulder and fractored the blade it happen at work so he is entitled to workman comp. Its great that he is home but that might drive him crazy. I like him home, I would rather him home all the time ( Read more... )

well.... everything is looking up in my life right now... Eric is working and we're trying to buy a house. I got a job working with crystal at Taco bell and everything i hope will go well there... I had a good couple of weeks and I hope all will go better... The only thing that annoyed me is that Eric got pictures of his love child.....yeah.. ( Read more... )

damn.... this really sucks major donkey dick! Eric got discharged from the AF and that leaves us both gamfully umemployeed. We are living at his parents' house for a litle while. Finally got intouch with Alex.. He had me more worried then Eric ever did. this was his second tour in Iraq..He divorsed Shawnna!! Damn we should throw him a party!!! ( Read more... )

At this present momment I have one quote "the world is a ant hill and God is the cynical little kid with a micoscope burning my little feelers off". I try to be there for my son and I get writen up at work, I almost lose my job at Taco Bell, My house is a hell hole all because I had to deal with business but in the northren hell hole. At times I ( Read more... )