I'm on the right track I guess. I've caught up with my payments, and starting next month I will save money to get my own place once again. What wonders not going out and spending all your money can do in a few weeks. The doctor wasn't kidding in saying it was going to be rough. I'm in complete pain, and I've been avoiding taking pain medication ( Read more... )

Yesterday was one of those days you just want to escape and never come back. Work was fine in the morning, and work was fine in the evening. I went to the house and entered hell. I was ridiculed and made fun of by the people who are supposed to love me. I was tired, hungry and sleepy then just annoyed and fed up with all the bullshit I was ( Read more... )

I've been looking back at some of my entries. I'm just remembering how some things were awesome, and some were just hell. I guess you can't have a relationship where everything is just perfect. That would just be boring. I'm not going to lie... I am pretty depressed about the whole thing. And I've been taking my aggression out on beer and ( Read more... )

I caught a cold this weekend. Now I can't even talk without sounding like Patty and Selma. This weekend was plenty of fun and plenty and plenty of drinking. My liver hates me! But it was good fun. I got my mind off of stuff, and started focusing on a new future. Unfortuantly I can't quite start my diet yet. But I think when I get better it ( Read more... )

Its not so much to ask from someone. I hear it all the time from my girlfriends. But I've only heard it from one guy I've dated. And it wasn't even this past relationship. It shouldn't matter. I should be content with what people think of me instead of how they see me. But it does matter to me. And its something I'm tired of.

Last night I went out. The night started off in Austin, where we met up with a few of his friends at Stubbs. After a horrible hour of listening to a crap band... Blue October took stage. It was a good show. Afterwards we left to meet up with more of his friends at a bar. Well, it was more like a booty club. His friends kept buying me drink ( Read more... )

Well, as most of you know, Jason and I are no longer getting married. I wouldn't even say we're together anymore. I'm moving back with the parentals for a while till I get my own place. I have no idea what I'm going to do with my cat. Can't take him home with me so I'll probably board him in one of those cat hotels for a while. I don't want to ( Read more... )

Just when I get my hopes up... there I go down hill again ( Read more... )

What to update? I'm getting better at the school stuff now that I'm not in Pre-Cal. I'm getting 100s on quizes and A's on tests, so thats good. My 3hr long Algebra Class starts in the begining of October. What else? Jason and I might be moving into a house at the end of the month. We got a sweet ass deal! If we decide to move, we both ( Read more... )

Today I had a meeting with my Pre-Cal professor. He told me how I only got 1 question on the quiz correct and if I was not able to understand a review quiz on College Algebra, then I would definetly fail the course. He suggested I drop the class and take College Algebra again. So I did. Only to find out I would have to pay extra money for the ( Read more... )