and the truth that i just can't tell you is that i can't give you advice or help you out in certain parts of your life because it just hurts too much, and i just don't want to deal with it. and then i end up trying to make so many other people happy, but mostly just you, because that's all i ever really want, for you to be happy and safe, that i ( Read more... )

( you probably won't read it anyway, but oh well... )

sometimes i'm just not sure that i truly like anybody

fuck all of you who never think of anyone other than themselves. fuck all of you, you blood-sucking, gut-wrenching, tear-jerking, motherfucking bitches. i hate you.

I GOT INTO FUCKING BERKLEE COLLEGE OF MUSIC!!! *the fucking one, not the regular one*

Like Max and John and Daniel (those committee type folks)we need to have a meeting SOON!

      Marriage is love.

i just found out that my best friend from boston has an lj, that makes me so happy!

we got a new dog. she's a border collie. we went to the pound to get either a golden retreiver or a lab. i left before they chose, and they ended up with a border collie. hmmm...oh well, she's super sweet. her name is ivy.

i haven't read lj in like three weeks.

I GOT A $4000 SCHOLARSHIP TO BERKLEE!!! ITS GOOD FOR ALL FOUR YEARS!!! Oh my god, I started crying.