Hello all, or those few remaining anyway.....A lot has happened since I was last able to update. For one I have become very seriously involved with a new person, I love him more than life itself and The one thing I never thought would actually come to be has....I am Engaged!! Me, the one person who really was NEVER going to marry ANYONE....well i ( Read more... )

Well I have not updated in like FOREVER and Have a feeling it has not been missed...My mother and her side of the Family are offically nonexistant and it makes me happy to say so....I will just say it was an Emu stampede at a family outing...Killed the lot...quite sad...Sigh...Oh well had a great 4 days with My Aerion....Happy happy joy joy..etc. ( Read more... )

First off....I had a great week with the love of my life and then cried on the way home, I hate this hell hole, and second of all my family SUCKS!!! I have decided that when I get to the Apartment the MAJORITY of them can KISS my apathetic ass....they all deserve to FUCKING die!!!!!! Well now that I have that out I love you!!, you know who you are.

Ok so...I got these Butter Rum handies and it set my mind to thinking...Johnny Depp is going to be Willy Wonka, and he was Jack Sparrow (and will be again) so I thought of the connections and a wonderful little Quip I concocted is...."why's the butter rum gone!?" I realise it is a bit insane but damn it thats just me....well I misee everyone and ( Read more... )

This weekend was with out a doubt the best of my life. I got to see the love of my life face to face and got to be held and kissed and loved and it was the happiest I have EVER been. I am sick as hell right now but still between coughs and aches I smile at the memories these two days have given me. If you read this Know that although I did not say ( Read more... )

I am in a rather random mood and wasn't tired at the moment so I restarted the computer and signed on to write to my wonderful friends of cyberland. Wish "Aerion" would sign back on b/c I strangely already miss the freak......my lord what has happened to me....gah! Oh well on to odd news....my family has yet again broken proven medical norms...this ( Read more... )

Long time no post and so much has occured in such a relatively short amount of time. I turned 19 on the 29th of May a mere 3 weeks after being released from the hospital. Love has been lost Sex has been had and new love has been found.....I have never been truly sure of much in my life but of this Love I am sure enough to write here that my true ( Read more... )

I do not know what I have done but I know that if it is anything it must be bad to have people I thought near and dear not acknowledge my existence. I have become invisible, nothing, and it hurts. As if I am not going through enough at the moment now I am noone again! Again my hell is complete and I am lost again,thank you but then again you ( Read more... )