Damn, Im addicted. I got a Monroe piercing tonight. Only 2 days after getting my ears scalpled. Damn....No more for a long time. My parents are going to killll me....and I mean KILL. Especially my dad. oh lord. I don't even want to know.

Okay it's 10 minutes to 3 and I have to be to work in 3 hours...i don't want to really do this right

Anyone else want to tell me how terrible I am tonight? Im all ears. I haven't had more than an hour maybe two of sleep in the last two days. Im sorry if I'm jumpy and whiney and grumpy. Im sorry that I don't have super sonic powers that make me understand everthing that is going on around me all at once. I have my stuff to worry about, my ( Read more... )

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why do I always mess things up? Why? Why? Why?

*deep breath*

FUCK!

I want to DIE right now. I can't even stay awake at my desk and I have 7 hours to go stilll.................Ahhh......

Nick, I blame this on you- why?

Just because I can.

The last 24 hours have been some of the most interesting in my life...well mainly the last 12 hours or so. Basically I have yet to go to sleep since I got up at 5:30 yesterday morning to go to work, and now here I am again, back at work, again on no sleep. DAMN ( Read more... )

Look what I bought this weekend.....


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Im so lost in the vast nothingness that has become my everyday.

What was I supposed to do? She came up to me and asked me to help her with something, we were at work. We get into the bathroom and she pulls up her sleeve....what was it. Oh a cut that she made last night that wouldn't stop bleeding. She needed someone to help her bandage it back up so that it wouldn't soad through. I helped. Then I cried. ( Read more... )

The play ended and now there are about 4 or 5 really awsome people that I doubt I will ever see again. I did get phone numbers from Jenn, Makaila, and Nate(cookie). I just have this empty feeling inside tonight. I don't like that I become so attatched to people so quickly. It's really no good at all. Grr...whatever. I don't know ( Read more... )