well things are getting better....im excited for the proms, i kinda wish i didnt fuck things up with danny so i could find a date and go to the pfield prom, but it seems that no one really likes me too much from there anymore...well davie, alex, holly, kelly,and maybe a few others do, but itd just be akward ( Read more... )

well life has been way different ( Read more... )

is it really a lie if you can convince yourself and others that it is really the truth... or is it just making others happy and the expense of your own happiness ( Read more... )

I FUCKING SUCK AS A FRIEND AND AS A PERSON SOMEONE KILL ME BEFORE I SCREW MORE PEOPLE THAT I CARE ABOUT OVER

FUCK FUCK FUCK

I HATE MYSELF

yeah sometimes it sucks to have my dad as a dad. he just thinks that i do things on purpose to make him pissed....well news flash, if its not that important to me, then im not really going to remember it. i hate how he trys to fuck with my mind and make me seem so horrible and such a sucky daughter. well fuck that im done being told to be ( Read more... )

being single is fine ( Read more... )

LONELY VERY FUCKING LONELY ( Read more... )

man... the past few days have rocked my socks off. friends are the best and the most efficient way to be happy and loved. danny, ben, alex, and davie are some of the coolest guys i have ever met!! thanks for hanging with me... it was a blast at chili's like every night and at the show and in broadripple and carmel ( Read more... )

i wish that i was in his arms....laying down....listening to straylight run....on a blanket....in summer....at night....looking at the stars....drinking lemonade.........with him telling me how beautiful i am and how much i mean to him..... i wish i meant the world to him....i wish we were as happy and carefree as we were in the beginning...i wish ( Read more... )

today was SAH WEET!! the ben davis show was pretty cool and the bubbas show was alright, they coulda practiced more... i still felt kinda unappreciated, but it was a little better. he actually asked me how my day was and junk. i have to say to sarah wood, you have the best boyfriend ever. danny is so amazing, and i mean i just got to really ( Read more... )