i wish he had never IMed me. i now know why he changed his sn so many times. i'm sure it's happened before. i sorta thought i was special. the irony of this is he saved me only to kill me. he stopped me from going all the way that one time only to do this now. and i die alone. i'm not afraid of it, just really sad it had to happen this way.
at the soccer game yesterday, i kept thinking "how cute would this be if i was here with sam?" you know, he could have doen something, but he never did and even though it's my problem, it's his fault for encouraging me
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so you lied to me. both of you lied to me. there had to be something wrong when you, sam, could only make me momentarily happy. when i always felt alone still talking to you
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lyla and other assorted love songs. that is the title of the beautiful album i am holding in my hands right now. pure vinyl. hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i mean HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! woo i faced the spiders and now i've got da old school right where i want it baybe. i saw a led zeppelin two album just a second ago and
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