I haven't posted here in a while. I haven't been even coming to this site very often. For a long time I felt like I was only coming to complain and feel sorry for myself and I didn't want to do that anymore. I suppose I was doing so to be able to get it all out without bothering anyone in my real life. I guess that is why I am back now ( Read more... )

I will try to keep this short so I don't ramble. Winter is here and I hate it. Work really stinks lately. Our work on the new house is somewhere between slow and nonexistent. My dog died last month. Two family members found out over the holiday weekend that they have cancer. Did I mention how much I am hating winter ( Read more... )

I will try to keep this short so I don't ramble. Winter is here and I hate it. Work really stinks lately. Our work on the new house is somewhere between slow and nonexistent. My dog died last month. Two family members found out over the holiday weekend that they have cancer. Did I mention how much I am hating winter ( Read more... )

I haven't been here in quite a while. I've got lots of conflicts going on right now. I've been very busy but not really doing anything. I'm pretty excited about some things going on, and those same things make me want to cry. It's all been very confusing ( Read more... )

Last night I had a dream about the building I want. In the dream it was nothing like it is in actuality, but in general it was about wanting the property so badly it hurt. I got to go inside of it and everything was even more perfect than I could have imagined. Even in my dream I cried knowing I would never be able to buy it. Jim Halpert from The ( Read more... )

Lately I feel like new things have come up but nothing has really changed ( Read more... )

Everything lately has just been crap. I don't know how to get out of this funk I am in and things I know are coming up in the future will only hinder me further ( Read more... )

I'm feeling very demotivated today. How do you work toward a goal that you know is impossible? I need $25,000. Where do I start with that? Do I dump out the coin jar and start rolling pennies ( Read more... )

Sometimes, especially lately, I just feel stuck. I want to get a job to save money and work toward something but I don't have a car. My father has has some really good intentions in the past and tried to help us, but his thinking behind it is much different that ours. For example, the last three times he has 'helped' us it has been by getting us ( Read more... )

Two weekends or so ago we discovered a nest that a pair of Cardinals had built right outside of our kitchen window. If yo uknow what to listen for you can really tell when you're in an area near a bird's nest. Although you may not be able to see the nest, you can definitely tell when a bird doesn't want you in their area. They get very loud. This ( Read more... )