Oh, wait. I don't have a boyfriend, that's right. Will someone please remind Roger of that? I don't know what the fuck to do or to think anymore. When I'm not there he does a really good job of pretending like I don't exist, but when I am around, he tells me that me and the baby are the only two that he cares about in the whole world and that he ( Read more... )

Gina left today. It was so freaking sad. She left and I immediately felt empty and lonely. I love that girl to death. SHe knows me inside and out and she is the only one besides Roger that I can talk to completely honestly about EVERYTHING. Seriously... everything. Every little sex, and life, and boys fact there is to talk about. She is my soul- ( Read more... )

It has been such a good week. Gina is here. I la la la love her to death. She has to go home soon and that sucks. Who knows when the hell she will be back? Boo for Gina going home ( Read more... )

My keys are missing. Why is it that every time I make an effort to go to my early class something screws it up... but when I really, really, don't want to go and I do... everything is in place. boo ( Read more... )

So, I gave in and got a myspace... yeah, I was never getting one... but I did. (www.myspace.com/mysweetmelody) I think it is only because I found a background that I wanted and knew how to put it up so I did... lol ( Read more... )

I'm so confused... the one person I have ever been jealou of in my entire life has suddenly contacted me... and it's weird... because she's cool and shit... but I don't know if she really wants to get to know me... or... if she is tolerating me because the other person tolerates me... or what. Jealous is the worst feeling ever. Whoever says they ( Read more... )

So, I haven't been around lately, but really, that's because I haven't had to much to say. Work... school... talk to Roger on the phone... yeah, that's about it. But I have have a B-E-A-Utiful weekend this weekend ( Read more... )

New icon curtosy of one-voice.net. Much A-rok luuuuve.

So, I realized that I haven't told the lovely people of Livejournal Roger's good news. He has joined a new band (because he is the best bass player in the world) and they are going to be playing with better than ezra in either Dec/Jan probab;y in New Orlans if it is cleaned up by then... and if they do well, they then will be getting signed by ( Read more... )

I guess that sometimes, you just can't go back.

Every memory of lookin' out the back door ( Read more... )