I don't know where I'm going in life. I only kind of know who I am.

But, I do know where I came from. And part of where I'm going, is knowing where I'm coming fromI was raised by a single mom, a business owner, some millionaires, some welfare & food stamps, an alcoholic [while I'd rather not give him any credit, I guess you could say he played a ( Read more... )

one)I feel like John is ridiculously under-appreciated and under-recognized and it pisses me off. It's like the one's who do appreciate him can't do anything to show the appreciation. It's sad. He works so hard, he's so logical, he takes good care of me, he shows so much respect to everyone, he's never hurt me, and he tries his hardest. He has ( Read more... )

I've got a super overwhelming weekend ahead of me ( Read more... )

A little backstory: in May 2008, about a year after my mom self-surrendered and 4 years after my first panic attack, I decided to finally see a psychiatrist. I was diagnosed with clinical anxiety and panic disorder or something fancy like that. I was put on Celexa [10 mg], which led to a whole lot of improvement and a lot less anxiety ( Read more... )

I don't get it. How come nobody these days tells their mom they love her? Seriously ( Read more... )

So yet another Fall Festival has come and gone. It feels like it was forever ago that the summer was dragging on and I just wanted it to be fall. I didn't care at all about the fact that it was summer vacation, and that with fall meant a new semester... I just wanted to stop sorting tomatoes and start waxing slides ( Read more... )

I went to Disney World!! And it was.. freaking incredible. Brief overview, because I want to look back at this in a few years ( Read more... )

Not a lot has changed since being diagnosed with adhd. I don't think I got the right medicine, if that makes sense. I've tried two different kinds, and I'm not getting a HUGE effect. Like, when I take it, yes I get shit done... but I don't focus. I hyper focus. I try doing too many things at once ( Read more... )

Hooray ( Read more... )

Oh it's been so long.I miss livejournal! This is all babbling and has no orginization, I promise ( Read more... )