It’s been years - sometimes it feels like another lifetime - since I’ve seen daddy, Donnie and Beth as well ( Read more... )

I’ve always felt alone. Growing up with my father and brother, how bad things got when Mamma died. Yes, I was seventeen but it feels like forever ago that she died. I know that I wasn’t alone when Mamma was around, she always made me feel safe and loved and ( Read more... )

New Years Eve Reflections: Over the last year, did things go pretty much as you'd expected or planned, or did your life take a significant, unexpected turn? Overall, was it a good year or one that you want to put behind you as fast as you can?This year I turned twenty-four ( Read more... )

I know, I’m so behind. Bad mun! Bad.

Trying something a bit different then I normally do.

Tara sat down at her desk, staring idly at the stationary that Dawn had bought her a few years ago on her birthday. She rarely used it because it was so pretty - aged paper with the initials T.M. in the lower right hand corner - she only used it for special ( Read more... )

I see my self a lot differently then I used to, I used to be afraid of what I saw, of what I’d see. My father and brother made me afraid to look in the mirror, had me convinced that there was demon in the women’s side of the family. Since mamma died I really didn’t have anyone to rely on or talk to, till I moved to Sunnydale two years later ( Read more... )

What do you think when you look in the mirror?

What do I think when I look in the mirror? See, that’s something I never really try to do, well at one point in my life it wasn’t. I grew up scared of my father and brother, my mother taught me never to be vain or too proud of myself. ‘Be proud of who you are and what you accomplish, not how you look ( Read more... )

I need to write this down, I think if I don’t then I’ll either forget or convince myself that it was some sort of dream.

This has to be said before anything else: I need him, I honestly need him, every time he’s near me my body almost vibrates and I can’t help but touch him. I feel like I’m a magnet drawn to him for the simple reason to be ( Read more... )

Being friends with Knowing Faith is still kind of strange and new. Then again being here in Boston is all kinds of new and exciting ( Read more... )

Everything I’ve ever wanted is here…and I can’t have it ( Read more... )

Today...I left Spike.

Well I didn't really just leave him. I did leave a note to tell him that I'd be back. I don't think he's going to take that well ( Read more... )