I’m mad at you. About as mad as I’ve ever been. I can’t remember the last time I was this mad at someone. And of all people, it’s you. I’ve tried not to be, but I can’t not. When you treat me the way you do, when you say the things you do. I try and try and try, but I just can’t stop getting mad at you. And it always fades away, I always ( Read more... )

     Here we are again. I can't help but stare into your eyes. I try to listen to what you're saying, but I'm just too distracted. I don't know what you think of me anymore, but what's worse is that I don't know what I think of you anymore either. I thought we were done. I thought that it was over. I've told my self over and over that we're through ( Read more... )

 Keisha Part 4
There she was, kissing someone else. It was killing him. I guess if he told himself enough, he would believe it was just an innocent kiss. He knew this wasn't the case. He'd lead himself to believe it, or at least come close. It was only a kiss. In fact, to her, that's all it ever was. It was just a moment in time. A new experience. ( Read more... )

Keisha PT 3

If you could see me now, oh what you would think of me. What you must think of me. Would you still recognize me? Would you still see the same little girl inside? Or is she gone? What is left of her and what has become of me? I just don’t know sometimes. More importantly, will you still be proud of me? After all, you are older and wiser ( Read more... )

I'm spread too thin, I'm whittled down to the bone.
I'm drowning in the dirt far away  from my home.
If you hurry to the window, then you'll see me there.
Lying face down in the mud, do you really even care?
Gasping for breath, I'm fearing for my life.
Fearing my own death, I'm riddled with such strife.
That it's taking me over and it's gonna take me ( Read more... )

So many thoughts I have mulled over in my head as of late. I have so much on my mind, but I never have anything to talk about...it's weird. Anyway...Time to unburden my mind a bit. So it's about 1:30 AM. I can't sleep. I'm just thinking. Thinking about all kinds of things. Mainly the woman I love, yeah that's right I said it. My beautiful bride to ( Read more... )

This is a short song called "Mixed Feelings" I wrote it some time back, but wrote the second half shortly after losing someone very special to me. Losing her left a big hole in my heart than I'm still recovering from today. It's a sad song, but I still love it. And I hope you will too. Enjoy.

In two my heart was surely cleft. 
Just look inside, there ( Read more... )

One taste of your flesh and I'm immobilized, intoxicated if you will. Knocked out cold, harder than with any pill or elixir I might ingest. Weak in the knees I am. Helpless to stop it. Powerless. As if I'd want power against it. No. I couldn't. I wouldn't. I can't fight it. To fight it would only be to fight the part of me that craves you. No, I ( Read more... )

A well woven tapestry is my mind. Tightly spun from strange fibers of which I do not know. The mind is fickle, of this we all are familiar. It is a resilient fabric, holding up against some of the harshest elements, but when you least expect it, it can easily be unraveled, leaving us with nothing more than pretty threads. We are not weavers, we do ( Read more... )