I was so happy to see all my Lolita friends on TV...
But now I feel like crying.
At first it was out of joy.
Now it's because I feel like I'm ugly compared to them.
They shine while I'm nothing.
I would dress like them. I really would like it.
But I'm a fucking coward.
I don't want everyone's glares.
And I can't stand to stay alone anymore. I'm fed up
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