Wow I was really wasted when I wrote that last entry. I'm so fucking stupid sometimes. I care so much about people that I don't need to... about people who I shouldn't even try to talk to. or connect with. or anything. blah ( Read more... )

I had just about the most fun I've had in a loooong time, tonight. I'm wasted... so bare with me. I miss a lot of people... and I drunk dial a lot of people... but I know what I have, and I don't think I would sacrifice that for the world, and I love the people I'm close with when they're happy, no matter what ( Read more... )

argh.

when amber and I were at the library the other day I picked up a book by franz kafka, one of the authors who I was reading about in my Humanities class because he was part of the modern/stream of consciousness period influenced by freud. A really long time ago I remember one my 20th cenrury lit teacher at FSU, my favorite of ALL Time, talking about ( Read more... )

I give up ( Read more... )

and another thing ( Read more... )

It's amazing how one minute you can thing that you're balling out of control... then the next you realize exactly how much you OWE and all that money is nothing but GONE in the first place ( Read more... )

Goossh I love this weather! I think I could very possibly be in the best mood that I've been in - in a very long time. Crazy, but it makes me want to hang out at school more. And I hate to say it, but it really makes me miss Tallahassee... the one thing I loved about that place was the campus when the weather was nice... it was really pretty. The ( Read more... )

I wish I could live my life being less influenced by others. I wish I didn't feel so envious of girls who I don't even know. Possibly the two worst feelings in the world are hate and jealousy. I think that in a way being envious is on the path to jealousy. I catch myself looking on facebook and before I know it I'm looking at gorgeous girls who go ( Read more... )

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