i miss having someone to talk to about everything inside our heads and outside in the world and having it be okay and fun and not annoying or prying.I don't know how to go back to not knowing whats really going on with somone i care about because they wont just tell me.. i got so used to communication (and it was a great thing). maybe life is ( Read more... )

Today Is a good day. It started out very nicely..got to sleep in:) It was a cloudy day but in that rather exciting way...very october. I wasted some awesome time online for awhile...had some food from my completely stocked fridge:) and got dressed in what I wanted ( cause all my clothes are clean!) What a concept- a day off with pretty much ( Read more... )

This weekend was nice.. I had Sat and Sun off..I spent a nice amount of it with Nate which was sweet..laid back..relaxing...good:) He made me dinner Sat night and breakfest sunday morning... then I took a nice shower and headed down town to meet with the girlies. We had a snack then saw "waiting". it wasnt necessarily a good quaility film but it ( Read more... )

I have been "making the plan" for a long time now..but i think now that I am where the plan starts I am scared still and procrastinating. -But that's too damn bad because I refuse to not be at my full potential because of fear! mwa ha! I feel like I lost sight of my goals for a wee bit and started just slightly to get back into my bad habits from ( Read more... )

So I recovered this journal from my junior year in High school, erased most stuff and refurbished it. I needed another outlet...although a public journal doesnt make much sense to me...it kind of does. One of the main reasons for communication in a friendship, relationship,journal etc is that we need a witness to our lives. It is a humen need..or ( Read more... )