Well i am to the point where i am completely frustrating myself. I'm sick of it to. I'm ready to move away and clear things up with myself. I feel so suffocated like i can't live. It is incredibly disturbing to feel this way.Well nothing has changed. Everything i could pretty much want i have. Theres jsut one thing missing. But theres no hope of ( Read more... )

I'm horny

Man much love. So many great things have happened over the past few days. Much to say but so little space. Everyone hates big long journals so i won't even bother. Dissappointed i didn't get to see underoath but they are coming to jacksonville so i'll be there. Band options are being thrown at me. So i guess im in the band with Doug Kirby and Roby ( Read more... )

Well today ruled everyday is a great day. Well i got to go in at lunch again!! It rules i love it. Man i feel like skipping so many days. Blah I can't or i will fail ha ha. Summer in 6 days. No more seing her in 6 days!! Rock On!!! Well i got mstep moms El Camino she doesnt drive it so i get to use it for like 3 weeks while my transmission gets put ( Read more... )

Today rocked just like i hoped. I guess if you have hope it will all work out somehow. It's a great thing. Life has been good. I have a pretty great outlook now on things. I find amazement in little things. I make every moment happy. There hasn't been any sad in my life now for like 2 great week. Wow. I love it. Wow. I feel good. I'm tired and i ( Read more... )

yesterday went different than planned but i stil had a hell of a time.!!! I'm lazy and i dont want to write anything. Everyone who was part of my great adventure knows about it and everyone who cares about me knows whats going and and shit. So have a great day and keep rocking.Possibility of screaming in a band!! Rock on. Hope that today rocks!! oh ( Read more... )

Well today just started out plain old awesome. I woke up put the snooze on walked in my moms room and said i'm not going to school untill lunch. So i went back to sleep woke up at 10:30 showered went to school saw everyone which was cool. Saw Sarah that was cool. I saw Heather which is always fun cause she is a doll. Heh. Well lunch was over went ( Read more... )

The wise man can pick up a grain of sand and envision a whole universe.

But the stupid man will just lay down on some seaweed and roll around until he's completely draped in it.

Then he'll stand up and go, "Hey, I'm Vine Man."

"Live everyday of your life to the fullest

because you cannot take back things

you have done or go back to a better time in your life,

and you never know if the present day is your last."

Okay well everyday starts out good now. I'm so very glad to. I'm glad things are going well. I drove my dads truck to school the normal i was really tired and debating whether i was going in late or on time. Went on time. Well school went on got to lunch. Had a good time saw everyone. Didn't see Sarah at lunch she had to take a test that was a ( Read more... )